Trunk or Treat
WHAT A GREAT DAY
Monday, October 30, 2006
NICKY CRUZ coming to SR Fairgrounds!
Victory Outreach Santa Rosa Presents:
NICKY CRUZ
From the Motion Picture "The Cross and the Switchblade"
In Person, the ruthless ex-gang leader & his true life story
SANTA ROSA FAIRGROUNDS
Friday, November 10th 7pm
Saturday, November 11th 6pm
From Oakland ex-gangsta rapper 3XKRAZY
From San Jo Latin Rock Band Masada
RAVEN TEAM~ go! Invite others and consider carpooling~
Thanks to Karen Donaghy for dropping by a stack of tickets tonight
to hand out at outreach on Thursday!
GO4GOD!!!
SERVANTS OF GOD
UGO4GOD SCHEDULE THIS WEEK
GET BUSY4GOD!
Today when I dropped off Cece at school she turned around and said with a big Cece smile: "Okay momma, go do something 4 JESUS!"
No rest for the weary, praise GOD!
Let's see~
what's today?
MONDAY: Pray! Gather groceries~ every home, bring some bags of groceries over for Thursday's outreach, please. There are mommies with children knocking on my door for food every Thursday~ and there are addresses of people we know w/ children who do not have enough food for their families~ so please consider feeding one family every week! Ask your families to join you in fulfilling promises that no child should go hungry! C'mon, get busy!
TUESDAY: Pray! Go shop for some toys for TJ! Please email Maddie if you are committed to either $100 or 100 toys for TJ by Thanksgiving~ we need 30 families to commit~ so far we have: Rudy $100~ Lori 100 toys~ Gloria 100 toys~ Bennetts 100 toys~ Donaghys 100 toys~ Sandra Carrillo $100~ Faith Carrillo $100~ only 23 more to go! C'mon! You can email Maddie at: Maddielovesdogs@aol.com
Wednesday: PRAY!!!! What is it that God is telling you to do? Feed the hungry? Clothe the naked? Call your friends and families and get your churches involved in being doers outside the walls~ please consider going to Costco and purchasing rice, beans and ziploc quart sized bags, fill them up and bring to the Gonzo house on Thursday. Also, there is an extreme need for children's gently used clothing~ we gather with hundreds of children each Thursday night~ come rain, come shine, these babies need warm clothes! So do their mommas~ so bring it over to our house on Thursdays! 815 Pacific Ave Santa Rosa or email Mariah Mullins in Windsor, mikemullins@sbcglobal.net for a drop off in Windsor!
Thursday: Santa Rosa Outreach~ meet at the Gonzalez Home at 5 pm~ please no red or blue clothes (!) Just wear RAVEN black!
Friday:
Women's bible study~ Lori's house led by Deb~ ROMANS!!! Bring a salad topper and a testimony~ 12:30-2
San Francisco Outreach~ meet at the Gonzalez Home at 6 pm sharp~ please be prepared to carpool~ call Deb to RSVP 292.4506 Dress warm~ bring water bottles to give away and WARM clothing~ it's getting really cold!!!
Saturday:
RAVEN gathering~ testify about SF outreach~ possible brunch! stay tuned~
Sunday:
Get filled up! Go lift up the pastors and churches in Sonoma County~
If anyone needs to get a hold of Pastor Rudy call 707.206.2748~ if anyone wants to get a hold of Lori email gonzofamily5@aol.com (I accidentally threw away my cell phone a couple weeks ago) or try 360.0155 We're available to pray, gather and go~ and remember there's a network of RAVENS all across the country willing to go4GOD~ so let us know needs!
Sunday, October 29, 2006
HAPPY SUNDAY!
Meeting at the Carrillos today at 1pm sharp~
Decorate your trunks/cars~ fill 'em up with AT LEAST 10 lbs of candy~
going4GOD to minister to hundreds of children and families today
in the streets!
Call Gina for questions~
217.2762
1:30 in Apple Valley
3:30 in Roseland
5:00ish bbq at the Gonzalez Home
815 Pacific Ave
off Mendocino
cross street Humboldt
Please bring something to share and TOYS for Tijuana!
Saturday, October 28, 2006
PRAYERS FOR NICHOLAS
RAVEN FLIGHT
Who's in??
Hey Everyone!
I have a mission for you! I was wondering if I could get 30 people to donate either 100 toys or 100 dollars. That would be awesome! For those of yall' that don't know we're trying to get double of what we got last year~ which is 3,000 1/2 for Sonoma County, and the rest for TJ! Please let me know who's in! Email me at Maddielovesdogs@aol.com
Oh yeah, and for all of you young fun people like me, go to your student council and ask them if they could do a toy drive!! Mine is~
See yall tomorrow at Trunk OR Treat!
~Missionary Maddie~
candy and toys
CANDY and TOYS
CANDY and TOYS
CANDY and TOYS
yep~
candy and toys!!!!
Thank you for the candy and toys!
There are 60 toys in my entry way for STREETWISE, Happy Birthday JESUS party!
About 30lbs of candy for tomorrow's outreach on the streets!
THANK YOU!
Please, if you are reading this morning bring by candy and toys!
candy and toys.
We need 1500 toys for TJ~ 1500 toys for SR~
We have about 400~
Gonzalez Family : 100~
Bennett Family :100~
Gloria: 50-100
Donaghy's :100
Please send $100 or 100 toys by Thanksgiving!!!!
Gonzalez Girls
815 Pacific Ave
Santa Rosa, CA
95404
Thursday, October 26, 2006
FRIDAY NIGHT OPPORTUNITY
Wear RAVEN black and come lift up the Pastors at RC's church~ on Mendocino Avenue~
We're meeting at the Gonzo home at 5:30-6 then heading over~ for an outreach from 6-8
Thanks to Marc and Gina Carrillo~
Saturday, going to the city for a date night at Cornerstone! If you have never been, you must go!
We will also be handing out the Barbarian Way~ if you would like to talk about it, hop in the car! Burritos and Church in the Mission~ woohoo!
Meet at the Gonzos at 4:30~ church is at 7~ probably home by 11~
Sunday, going to hand out JESUS to hundreds of children~ We need candy (!) lots and lots of candy! Please leave at Gina's house or my house (Lori). Meeting at the Carrillos at 12:30 then off to Apple Valley at 1:30! Roseland at 3:30~
RAVEN gathering/ bbq BRING TOYS FOR TIJUANA!!!
SUNDAY after outreach~
Gonzalez Home~ 707.206.2748
Come on, come on~ we have 60 toys in my entry way~ Tonie, how many have we already got? Terri Bennett could you count all the ones you already bought? We need 1500 for TJ~ 1500 for Santa Rosa~ There are alot of people saying they are going to TJ~
guess what? We're not going without enough toys!!!
Thank you to the Donaghys and Linda Elgin and Maddie and Cece and Pastor Don and Robyn who have given toys this week! Pastor Don and Robyn gave 2 full boxes of toys from Amarillo!!!
We've got to getbusy4JESUS!!! Let's get at least 100 from 5 families~
We've already bought 100!
I'm sure the Bennetts bought 100~!
Gloria dropped off at least 50-100!
Donaghys dropped off near 100!
C'mon, c'mon!
Go to Big Lots and buy LOTS!
Listen to what they're saying!!!
A cry out tonight from a mom in Roseland!
LISTEN.
I remember Pastor Troy saying once that the Lord gave us 2 hears and 1 mouth~
so we could listen twice as much~
AMEN
Tonight's outreach was amazing~
Thank you JESUS that YOU were lifted up tonight like never before!
No groceries.
NONE.
But a whole LOT of JESUS!
Thank you to Mariah Mullins who went through her closests~ Mariah, you wouldn't believe how blessed everyone was~ well, you know because you've seen~ but I cannot thank you enough~ please keep up the reasonable service for JESUS and get on that email to all your mommy friends and keep the clothes coming! C'mon my sister! The need is sooo great!!!
If anyone wants to give clothes call Mariah or Mike Mullins in Windsor~ or Lori in Santa Rosa~
Thank you LIZ JONES of HOPE CHAPEL who leaves me love notes with beautiful shoes for children in my kitchen~ I LOVE living here and being a conduit of your love for neighbors~ even in the tiniest of shoes!
My sisters and brothers young and old in Christ~ that's church~
when we're all together in the toughest neighborhoods on the streets in the dark~
when we share song, praise, prayer, fellowship~ that's CHURCH!
No more will I listen to the enemy say we are an illegitimate church!
The devil isn't happy~ but the LORD is being praised!
When I shared with the many families tonight that they are our church family~ their eyes changed, softened, excitement~ love~ that HOLY SPIRIT filled loved~ that there is no reason to explain~ the same feeling I got while at the raven gathering~
You see, it is a narrow gate that leads to life and few that even find it~
THANK YOU JESUS~help us all continue to search for more of YOU!
"Listen to what they're saying~ (the enemy) he will come like a thief in the night~ it is important what they are bringing to us~ more important than the food, listen!!!"
Praise GOD.
Thank you that the word spoken does not return void but it does what it is intended to do~
Thank you that Pastor Rudy's message tonight was a reminder to us all to claim who we are in Christ~ to seek forgiveness~ to go with JESUS because it's a fixed fight~ and when JESUS is on our side of course we will win! Do not be afraid~ no weapon formed against the LORD shall prosper~
Thank you that there was no spirit of fear in the dark in the "tough" neighborhoods~
That the HOLY SPIRIT was present when Pastor Nick preached the word that transcended Spanish/English~ it was just the HOLY SPIRIT~
Thank you for no wimpiness from the raven men~ humility, yes~ broken, yes~ but they claim who the LORD is and walk with the favor HE alone can give~
If we are to submit to Pastors and our husbands~ thank you JESUS for creating them, molding them, shaping them and through their obedience to you, transforming them into men who fear GOD and are worthy to submit too!
Raise up these teenagers to be used in a mighty way for your glory, JESUS!
Thank you for Shayne taking the moment to lead us into lifting up YOU JESUS in English and Spanish! Thank you for the young lady in Roseland who shared a song~ We LOVE YOU LORD!
RAVENS~ COME TO CALI AND SEE WHAT THE LORD IS DOING~ I CAN'T GIVE IT JUSTICE!!!!
AMEN!!!
WELCOME HOME!!!
Hiyou guys! Welcome home! I’m so glad you are all home safe and sound. I’vebeen praying for you guys throughout your trip. Thanks for sharing thesestories on the blog and keeping us updated on the trip.
Iwant you to know that this morning myself and the other pastors of Hope Chapelprayed together for “ugo4God/RAVEN West Coast” for God’s blessing, guidance,provision, and the continued outpouring of His Holy Spirit on you all.
I love you guys!!!
jimmy
DESIRES OF THE HEART
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RAVEN Deb
UGOGET BUSY4GOD!!!
JOIN RAVEN WEST COAST:
THURSDAY 5PM Takin JESUS to the streets! 5pm at the Gonzos~ wear black!!! We need your truck/suv~ we need you to be the hands & feet of JESUS!!! yes, YOU.
FRIDAY 12:30 Testimonies from Texas! 12:30-2:00 at Lori's~ bring a salad topper!
SATURDAY 4:30 Date night in San Francisco~ burritos & Cornerstone church~ join the Fannins, Katie Schu & Mike & Rudy and Lori~ we'll be handing out the Barbarian Way!
SUNDAY 12:00 Trunk -n-Treat! Buy lots and lots of candy 'cuz we're handing out lots and lots of JESUS to hundreds of children in Papago Ct, Apple Valley and Roseland! Call Gina Carrillo and/or Marc Carrillo to RSVP~ or email me, gonzofamily5@aol.com
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
THAT'S SO RAVEN

Prayer. Worship. Dying to self. Rescue. Love. Conviction. J-E-S-U-S
Good morning beloved! It's been way too long since we've blogged!
It's weird how much I miss talking to y'all.
Please pray with me this morning: Lord, I love you! I am so grateful to you JESUS. I thank you for gathering the ravens from all over the country and the opportunity to lift up YOU JESUS, together, for days. I ask for sleep for everyone and provision and renewal~ I ask for a shield of armor around each home that was represented in Texas this weekend~ those who are ravens and those who came to celebrate with us because it was such a HOLY SPIRIT filled weekend that I know the enemy is angry. I rebuke anything of this world or the work of the devil to take away what YOU did for me, for my husband, for my girls, for raven west coast~ for all the pastors and their families~ let us all fall to our face, be still and know that you are GOD, you're with us now wherever we find ourselves this morning. In JESUS name, AMEN.
Well, we're back!
There are a lot of pictures, Thanks Hez, Josiah, Maddie and Cece~
There are testimonies~
Come hear what the Lord has done~
Thursday night after outreach for tacos~
Friday during bible study at 12:30 at Lori's home~
Saturday w/ the Fannins and Katie and Mike for church in San Francisco~
Sunday at trunk or treat at the Carrillos in Apple Valley, Roseland and West Ninth
How good it is to love others~ to be filled up so you want to burst w/ love because of the word, the sacrifice of our JESUS!
I will definitely be blogging today~ right now it's off to get ready for the day~ the day the LORD made~
If there is anyone out there who needs a word~ THE word spoken into them, who needs LOVE~ cry out to JESUS right now and he'll take away any discouragement or indifference~ right now, no longer put up with THAT!
Pastor Troy and Melanie, we love you! We thank GOD for your obedience and mercy~ Pastor Alex and Holly, we love you too! For y'all to plan and make this first annual gathering possible we thank you and praise JESUS~
It's bigger than you think, AMEN.
Love,
Lori (aka Pastor Rudy's wife)
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
RAVEN AMARILLO
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Fwd: Wish we were there!
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From: gina carrillo <carrillo.gina@gmail.com>
Date: Oct 21, 2006 4:52 PM
Subject: Wish we were there!
To: ugo4god.mail1@blogger.com
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Praise Report!!!
Hey Everyone~
When I was cleaning out my Dad's car this morning, the lady across the street was in my front yard. When I turned around I saw her, and she said, "I just wanted to thank you for the food that you hand out. My friend got a bag, and it lasted her up to 13 days!" I told her that it was all from Jesus, and that she's welcome. She asked me if we had a matress..... Her roommate is movng out, and she needs one for him or her. Anyone have a matress???? Off to Texas we go!
~Missonary Maddie~
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
RAVEN WEST COAST
EVERYONE! PRAY! RAVEN WEST COAST is heading to Texas via jeep, van and airplane! We leave tomorrow (2 cars) and would love for y'all to send us off w/ prayer! We'll be leaving the Gonzalez house at 4:15 sharp! 815 Pacific Avenue~ Rudy, Lori, Maddie, Cece in one vehicle~ Deb, Rich, Hez, Josiah, Chris in another vehicle~ Angie, Brian, Sophie via plane on Friday~ Please come at 4:00-4:15 on Wednesday to send us on our way!
So excited! Can't wait to see RAVEN MIDWEST (!) and Pastor Troy, Melanie, Kayla, Hope, Holly, Pastor Alex~ RAVEN EAST COAST~ CAN'T WAIT TO SEE EVERYONE!!!
Okay, enough!
Please join us in prayer for the 25 hour road trip~
And please drop off tons of halloween candy for the trunk or treat 10/29 on the side of our house in the blue clean trash can w/ lid behind the shed while we're gone or give to Gina Carrillo at church or at her house!!! (THANKS)
Call Gina 217.2762 if you have any questions about this Thursday outreach and/or Trunk or Treat! Thanks Gina!!!
The U in Jesus
THE U IN JESUS
Before U were thought of or time had begun,
God stuck U in the name of His Son.
And each time U pray, you'll see it's true,
You can't spell out JesUs and not include U
You're a pretty big part of His wonderful name,
For U, He was born; that's why He came.
And His great love for U is the reason He died.
It even takes U to spell crUcified.
Isn't it thrilling and splendidly grand
He rose from the dead, with U in His plan?
The stones split away, the gold trUmpet blew,
and this word resUrrection is spelled with a U.
When JesUs left earth at His upward ascension,
He felt there was one thing He just had to mention.
"Go into the world and tell them it's true
That I love them all - Just like I love U."
So many great people are spelled with a U,
Don't they have a right to know JesUs too?
It all depends now on what U will do,
He'd like them to know,
But it all starts with U. When Jesus died on the cross he was thinking of you!
I got this email from my mom~ Just remeber that JesUs created U!
~ Missonary Maddie~
RAVEN SAN FRANCISCO
Marriage
Many people have asked why on earth do I have my wedding dress hanging in my room on display? Well, on this day 14 years ago, I got to wear it and walk down the aisle to marry Rudy! It was a big day for me~ for my family, for Anthony, Maddie and Cece~ and I thank God for answering prayer and allowing me to live beside a man who not only fears God, but serves God and loves his wife and family "bigger than the sky."
This morning while I was getting ready to go meet Rudy for lunch the VIEW was on tv~ it sickened me, their discussion was about marriage and how it is projected that in less than 20 years marriage in America will be obsolete. Statistics today showed that there are less married people in the US than unmarried people. Marriage has been deemed unimportant to the generation under mine~ nothing more than a legal statue to help with insurance, tax write offs, etc.
I urge all of you to stand firm for the sanctity of marriage, what it represents and not just politically but everyday stand firm with LOVE for your spouse!
Please pray with me: Dear Jesus, I thank you that YOU are the lover of our souls~ I thank you that you have given me the opportunity to love my husband~ thank you that you have given us a blessed sacrament known as marriage~ I ask Father God that you would protect what it is to be "married" in America~ that Satan would be rebuked from marriages~ that there would be a renewing of hearts and minds in this country about marriage! I ask for boldness to stand against divorce, lies, addictions, infidelity and all other tactics the enemy throws at marriages to break them up~ NO MORE will I allow these things to be glorified!
I ask a special blessing on the marriages of the RAVEN team who have grown closer by seeking you first in their lives and by their surrendering to you, their marriages have been strengthened this past year~ I ask a special blessing over those who are longing to be married~ and I thank you JESUS that your love is more than enough for their contentment~ Protect and restore marriages all across the United States and beyond, JESUS~ thank you that YOU are the cord that binds us together~ in JESUS name, AMEN.
Monday, October 16, 2006
PRAYER FOR UNCLE DAVE
TRUNK OR TREAT!
Thank you Gina Carrillo! As of today we have these families willing to take the gospel and candy for hundreds of children into the streets:
Gonzalez (2 cars)
Quigleys (1 car)
Carrillos (2 cars)
Bennetts (1 car)
Gandys (1 car)
The Pen Guy (1 car)
Deb (1 car)
Possible:
Kelly (1 car)
Katie (1 car)
Kristie (1 car)
Fannins (1 car)
Schumachers (1 car)
Mullins (1 car)
Nick (1 car)
Gloria (1 car)
Anyone else?
Please call Gina and tell her YES for JESUS~ She will give you details~ We ask that you decorate your cars w/ window paint and streamers and whatever else 4 JESUS! Fill your trunk w/ candy! Wear your RAVEN black or a fun costume~ Bring enough candy to hand out to hundreds of children and we'll meet at the Carrillos on Sunday, October 29th at 1:00 sharp~
Apple Valley/Papago Ct 1:30
West Ninth 2:30
Roseland 3:30
If you can't make it, PLEASE drop off candy at the Carrillos house or Gonzalez house~ there is a clean garbage can on the side of our house behind the shed, 815 Pacific Ave, Santa Rosa~ everyone buy at least 10lbs of candy and drop it off! THANKS!!!
Keep Praying for Nicholas
ROAD TRIP
The RAVEN West Coast team will be driving to Amarillo, Texas for the first annual RAVEN Ministries International Gathering on Evangelism. We will be meeting up with our brothers and sisters from all over the Nation for a time of prayer, worship, training, fellowship and ministry. We are every excited about this trip and how blessed we all are. We know this will be an awesome time for us and we are so thankful to God for the opportunity to go.
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We will be leaving in the early afternoon of Wednesday the 18th of October. Our return drive will begin on Monday the 23rd of October. We also have a team flying. We are asking you to stand in prayer with us. Your prayers mean a lot to us and are so very important to us. We know how prayer can work miracles and that God hears every one. Please keep us in prayer until our return. We will be anxious to share with you our experiences there. God bless each one of you that has stood by us in our good time and our trials. We love each of you so much and appreciate you in our lives.
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
thank u sisters~
To my sisters this week who: prayed. forgave. drove miles to lift up another. fasted. gave talents, treasures, time 4 JESUS. cried 4 another mother in need. begged JESUS for healing. read the word. lifted up their husbands. took a stand 4 JESUS. hugged their children. hugged someone else's child. fed a homeless person. wept about another's plight. took a moment to be still 4 the LORD. trusted. let go of fear. claimed who they are in CHRIST. I love you and thank God 4 you all. IN JESUS NAME, Amen. ~ Lori
STAND
Friday, October 13, 2006
Preach it Mother Teresa!!!!
"Of my free will, dear JESUS, I shall follow YOU wherever YOU shall go in search of souls, at any cost to myself and out of pure love of YOU." She told a group of young sisters that she does not need "numbers." If any of them is not willing to offer her free and wholehearted service to the poorest of the poor with love and joy~~ with the lepers, the old and lonely, the little ones, the AIDS patients~~ and others, then it's time to pack up their bags and go home. No need to stay.
You know, sometimes it's that simple. To read the BIBLE and do what it says. THANK YOU JESUS for simplicity: On the last day, JESUS will say to those on his right hand, "Come, enter the Kingdom. For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was sick and you visited me." Then JESUS will turn to those on HIS left hand and say, "Depart from me because I was hungry and you did not feed me, I was thirsty and you did not give me to drink, I was sick and did not come visit me. " These will ask HIM, "When did we see YOU hungry or thirsty or sick and did not come to Y OUR help?" And JESUS will answer them, "Whatever you neglected to do unto one of the least of these, you neglected to do unto Me!"
As we have gathered here to pray together, I think it will be beautiful if we begin with a prayer that expresses very well what JESUS wants us to do for the least: "Let us thank God for the opportunity HE has given us today to have come here to pray together. We have come here especially to pray for peace, joy and love. We are reminded that JESUS came to bring the good news to the poor. He told us what is that good news when HE said: "My peace I leave with you My peace I give unto you." He came not to give the peace of the world, which is only wthat we don't bother each other. He came to give the peace of heart that comes from loving~~ from doing good to others.
He died for you and for me, and for that leper and for that man dying of hunger and that naked person lying in the street.
It is not enough for us to say:"I love God," but I also have to love my neighbor. It hurt JESUS to love us. We have been created in HIS image for greater things, to love and be loved. We must "put on Christ" as Scripture tells us. And so, we have been created to love as HE lvoes us. JESUS makes HIMSELF the hungry one, the naked one, the homeless one, the unwanted one, and HE says, "You did it to me." On the last day HE will say to those on HIS right, "Whatever you did to the least of these you did to ME." And He will also say to those on his left, "Whatever you neglected to do for the least of these you neglected to do it for Me."
RAVEN MINISTRIES INTERNATIONAL
Report & Urgent prayer request for child with cancerous brain tumorPastor Troy D. BohnOct 13, 2006
October 13, 2006
Dear Friends,
Just a quick report on our progress regarding sponsorsh ip of the Urban Missionaries during next weeks International Gathering in Amarillo, Texas: The Funds have been raised in their entirety!
A brother in the Lord called me today and asked, “How close are you to getting the whole amount?” I told him we were just about $130 short of the goal. He said, “The Lord spoke to me to get it started and now to get it done!” A short time later he sent the amount (and a little extra) to cover our awesome missionaries.
Praise the Lord Jesus for this brother’s faithfulness and the faithfulness and generosity of the others that so graciously gave as well. May the blessing and increase of Christ Jesu s rest mightily upon your hearts and lives for your investment of prayers and your sustenance.
BIG PRAYER CALL OUT:
These have been some intense times—and we are well aware as to the reasons! We are seeing things happen in the ministry of unprecedented proportions and the devil is “up against the ropes!”
When we were just a few people in one solitary neighborhood, we were not much of a threat to the enemy’s plans. When I first started pastoring a church years ago and 99% of our ministr y was relegated to the confines of the “church building” we were not much of a threat to his territory!
But now that God has caused an increase and has knot together hearts across this nation to form Raven Ministries International---we are fast moving up his “public enemy” list!
He hates the fact that saints have been willing to go into some of this nation’s most notorious places and share the message of the Cross! Now we have established teams that criss-cross this nation and the Holy Spirit has given them such a heart of love and unity that it’s SCARY for the devil---Praise God!
This weekend alone:
Pastor Meredith Lindsey (Raven Fairfield) is conducting an outreach to bridge racial lines in a very racially segregated central Texas town. He has invited two African-American pastors to join in an outreach to share the Gospel and a free meal to an at-risk neighborhood. They are planning on joining forces every two weeks in an effort to claim this community for Jesus---the devil does not like it!
Pastor Sam Croghan (Raven East Coast) will be in Westminster, Maryland tomorrow joining in a “Back to the Future” event designed to combat the infiltration of gangs and drugs in this very depressed community---the devil doesn’t like it!
Pastor Alex Hill (Raven International) will be joining Pastor Todd Bohn (Raven Post) in Post, Texas for a weekend community-wide outreach on the 14th & 15th. They have partnered with local churches and a local school to have a free ‘enchilada dinner’ at the school and then Pastor Alex will be ministering the Word there Saturday night and Sunday---the devil doesn’t like it!
Pastor Terry Shuff (Raven Midwest) is taking a team to the streets of South Bend, Indiana tonight for street ministry and then will head to Benton Harbor, Michigan with a team tomorrow to an extremely impoverished (and as a res ult crime infested) area that they have been hitting repeatedly with the Gospel---the devil doesn’t like it!
Pastor Rudy Gonzales (Raven West Coast) went to the food bank yesterday to pick up the groceries for the 500 families that they take 7,000 to 10,000 pounds of food to and pray and minister to each week---and the food bank told them that their buying privileges had been revoked---the devil doesn’t like the fact that they are reaching into the worst or the worst neighborhoods and seeing souls come into the Kingdom on a weekly basis. They went to the neighborhoods anyway---and took the Bread of Life and the Fruit of the Spirit and the Water of the Word and they spread a table of Spiritual Meat and all were filled---the devil doesn’t like it!
Pastor Done Eskine and Pastor Thomas Derrick are taking their team into Jackson Square (New Orleans’ French Quarter) tonight where they will feed the hungry and then stand at the North Gate and preach the Gospel of Jesus Christ in front of a pad-locked sepulcher (dead church) where just a hundred and fifty years ago slaves were sold on the auction block. Today they are still peddling human lives in this place—the only difference is that the chains have been traded for Mardi Gras beads and the slave traders now call themselves bartenders, strip club owners, and tarot card readers—but these guys are seeing souls saved and lives turned around each week---and the devil doesn’t like it!
Tomorrow night our tea m will be out on the streets of Daytona Beach where we are having dozens of young kids come and sit and listen to us each week as we serve them a meal, share with them about Jesus, listen to their hearts and pray with them. They continue to come and when they get there—they don’t want to leave---and the devil doesn’t like it!
WE ARE SEEING THINGS COME TO PASS NOW THAT SEEMED SO DISTANT JUST A SHORT WHILE BACK---and the devil doesn’t like it!
We are experiencing an UNPRECEDENTED HARVEST and an UNPRECEDENTED AMOUNT OF OPPOSITION. The devil is working overtime to thwart the work that God is doing and trying to squash the momentum that we h ave been experiencing—but we are standing firm in the FAITH!
JUST IN THE PAST FEW WEEKS:
The medical help that we thought we were going to be getting was suddenly “snatched” away without explanation---but we’re standing on FAITH.
Our landlord called and the City is building a new road—and will be bulldozing our home, causing us to be out the unexpected expense associated with moving into another house at the end of October---but we are standing on FAITH! And we have already found another house to move to (and the owner is a believer!)
The support for the ministry has dwindled to a trickle over the past few months with a fraction of the response that we had just a year ago---and now we are doing 10x’s the ministry----we are standing on FAITH!!
PLEASE PRAY FOR:
Nicolas—a three year old boy in the hospital in San Francisco, Calf. His mother works with Pastor Rudy and the child is in the hospital with a cancerous brain tumor. We are praying and standing on FAITH for his healing and the salvation of his mother (Julianna).
Maxine (Dot Chance of Streetwise Ministries mother) she has been ill and was in the hospital. We are standing on FAITH and believing JESUS for her healing!
The Souls of all of those who our missionaries will meet on the streets of the cities across this nation this weekend. May the Holy Spirit soften and convict their hearts that times of great harvest will occur in this Nation.
Blessings,
Pastor Troy D. Bohn
HUMILITY AND PERSERVERENCE
"The elders who are among you i exhort, i who am a fellow elder and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, and also a partaker of the glory that will be revealed: Shepherd the flock of God which is among you, serving as overseers, not by compulsion but willingly, not for dishonest gain but eagerly, nor as being lords over those entrusted to you, but being examples to the flock. And when the Chief Shepherd apears, you will receive the crown of glory that does not fade away. Likewise you younger people, submit yourselves to your elders. Yes, all of you be submissive to one another, and be clothed in humility. God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble. Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you. Be sober, be vigilant, because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion seeking whome he may devour. Resist him steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same sufferings are experienced by your brotherhood in the world. But may the God of all grace, who called us to His eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after you have sufered a while, perfect, establish, strengthen and settle you. To Him be the glory and the dominion forever and forever." Amen. 1 Peter 5:1-11
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Humility and perserverence. Keep on keeping on and follow your God with love and a peace that surpasses all understanding. We love each other and we love those whose hearts are hard from sin. We pray for each other and we pray for those who since the fall of man are hardened by sin. We forgive each other and we forgive each child of God who is in the confusing world of their sin. We walk in the light and keep on walking in the light, bringing the light into the darkness of peoples hearts and a lost and dying world. Stand on the Word of God, find strength in Him. Be strong in your prayer and your daily walk with Him. God loves us all and causes the rain to fall on the evil and the good. We also pray for and reach out to them all. One at a time. Amen. God bless you all. i love you. ><> Deb
Why, mom?
Those words. After I picked up the girls from school yesterday and told them there was no food for last night's outreach~ the first time in a year~ "Why, mom?" How do you explain that? Cece, with tears streaming down her face said, "Take me to the food bank, mom, and surely if we pray with the lady then she will let us have the food to feed my friends." How do you explain to children all of the things that are not of God~ like there being church buildings unused for the poor? Like there being thousands of "christians" in this city and another teen getting shot in roseland last week and no urgency to go out and spread the gospel that saves to these teens~ Like a warehouse of tons of food and someone unwilling to sell food? When there is indifference to a child's wanting to feed others by adults who could very well and very easily be a part of serving the Lord but are indifferent to the process~ How do you look into the eyes of children who go to forgiveness and prayer for others immediately when you're still caught up in the frustration and answer, "why?"
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
FAITHFULNESS
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Please Pray
I ask that you all join me in prayer this week for the son of woman that I work with. Her son Nicolas is in the hospital in San Francisco. He had an infection behind his ear that erupted into his brain, and has had to have surgery to release the infection. This has created a Bells Palsy syndrome in his face, and they are going to be attempting a second surgery on Thursday as things are not getting better with the infection. The little one is not doing well. The mother is a single woman of little or no faith. She and I have not had a good history over the years, and the Lord has spoke to me about this in the past. I have not listened to Him, and have never approached this woman with even a pleasant greeting.
Tonight I am dropping all the anger, and lifting her son up to Jesus for complete healing. COMPLETE!! I know my Jesus is greater than any infection, and is greater than the enemy that keeps me from speaking to her. I rebuke the enemy as a small group of women, Terry, Karen Gina and I, drive to the city tonight to be with her and lift her in prayer.
Please take a minute and pray for Nicolas and his mother, that he will be healed, and that thru his healing, she will see the wonder of the Lord.
Love you all,
Your sister in the Lord.
Tonie
Prayers for Nicolas
I ask that you all join me in prayer this week for the son of woman that I work with. Her son Nicolas is in the hospital in San Francisco. He had an infection behind his ear that erupted into his brain, and has had to have surgery to release the infection. This has created a Bells Palsy syndrome in his face, and they are going to be attempting a second surgery on Thursday as things are not getting better with the infection. The little one is not doing well. The mother is a single woman of little or no faith. She and I have not had a good history over the years, and the Lord has spoke to me about this in the past. I have not listened to Him, and have never approached this woman with even a pleasant greeting.
Tonight I am dropping all the anger, and lifting her son up to Jesus for complete healing. COMPLETE!! I know my Jesus is greater than any infection, and is greater than the enemy that keeps me from speaking to her. I rebuke the enemy as a small group of women, Terry, Karen Gina and I, drive to the city tonight to be with her and lift her in prayer.
Please take a minute and pray for Nicolas and his mother, that he will be healed, and that thru his healing, she will see the wonder of the Lord.
Love you all,
Your sister in the Lord.
Tonie
WE'RE GOING TO ROME!!!
Friday the 27th of October: Romans 5:8
Friday the 3rd of November Romans 10:9-17 and John 3:16
Monday, October 09, 2006
ugo4god schedule this week and next!
TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY 10/10-10/11~ Please gather 700 brown paper bags for the next 2 weeks! Drop them off at 815 Pacific Ave on side of house in shed!
THURSDAY OUTREACH: 10/12 9 am to Redwood Empire Food Bank Gloria & Lori
10 am PLEASE come help us w/ a truck/van/suv load to 815 Pacific Avenue, Santa Rosa 95404~ we will be there from 9-10:30~
12-3 Please go directly to the Food Bank and pick up what we couldn't fit into our minivan and cars! Ask for Scott or Mario or Buster and tell them Gloria and Lori sent you! Call me first on Thursday to make sure that there is still tons (literally) of food to pick up! 478.7061
11-5 Meet at the Gonzalez Home to pack up the food!
5:30 GO4GOD to Apple Valley, West Ninth and Roseland!
Wear RAVEN black (please no red or blue!)
Bring 10lbs of Candy for the 29th and/or toys for TJ!
7:30~ Tacos w/ the RAVEN team! :)
FRIDAY 10/13 ROMANS Women's Bible Study 12:30-2pm bring a salad topper and a friend as we study ROMANS! at Lori's house led by Deb 815 Pacific Ave
SATURDAY 10/14 UGO4GOD girls! 3-5 pm Galatians 5:22 Study, GOODNESS!!! Led by Shawna Schumacher & Lori~ 815 Pacific Ave RSVP to Shawnaschu@yahoo.com Girls of all ages, under 12 bring an adult!
TUESDAY OUTREACH 10/17 (instead of Thursday)~ Outreach to Santa Rosa neighborhoods!
RAVEN is going to Texas on Wednesday so the usual Thursday outreach will take place a different day next week! Same schedule as this week~ 9am Food Bank, 11-5 packing the food and 5:30-7:30 going4GOD! More next week!
WEDNESDAY~ 10/18 RAVEN heads to Amarillo, Texas! Rudy will officially become Pastor Rudy! Please pray for traveling mercies and consider donating $ towards gas to get 2 vehicles to Amarillo! One tank of gas is about $40~ We need about 20 tanks, that's $800 for gas alone! Rudy, Lori, Maddie, Cece Deb, Rich, Hez, Josiah, Angie, Sophie & Brian are going4GOD to meet up w/ RAVEN International! We'll return just in time for 10/26 outreach!
Thank you to all who have ordered the memory books /cd's. I'm ordering on Wednesday morning so if you want one let me know as I'll be out of town for a week and have to get the last orders in!
LOVE YOU ALL! gonzofamily5@aol.com Lori
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Maddie & Cece are in for Texas!!!
Hey Everyone!!
Guess what?? I'm going to Texas! My mom and dad told me tonight, and i'm just amazed that im going!!! I totally can't wait!! Can't wait to meet , Hope, Kayla and to meet the whole entire raven team! Also to see Pastor Troy, Big Terry,Eillen, Maradyth,Pastor Alex, Holly! Also a bunch of new friends! I was wondering if some people could donate money twords gas to help us get there? Maybe just even a dollar, because a dollar more, is a dollar more then we had before! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH EVERYONE! Can't wait to go and see everyone!
Love you all! (or should i say Yall' ???)
~Missionary Maddie~
GRATEFULNESS
Chicks don't come from Monkeys!
Hey everyone!
I have a scripture for you guys.... Genesis 1:26-28
26-28 God spoke: "Let us make human beings in our image, make them
reflecting our nature
So they can be responsible for the fish in the sea,
the birds in the air, the cattle,
And, yes, Earth itself,
and every animal that moves on the face of Earth."
God created human beings;
he created them godlike,
Reflecting God's nature.
He created them male and female.
God blessed them:
"Prosper! Reproduce! Fill Earth! Take charge!
Be responsible for fish in the sea and birds in the air,
for every living thing that moves on the face of Earth."
As some of you guys know, my classmates and I aare learning about the homo saipens, neathrathals, lucy, and a bunch of dumb stuff. I got this shirt at Rock of Ages, that says "Chicks don't come from Monkeys" I think that it's soooo awesome, now i'm going to wear it to school. I have one question for you guys, (one that I asked my teacher :) ) If people evolved from monkeys then why aren't people still evolving from monkeys??????
I hope that I don't find an answer to that one! See most of you at the bbq today!
Love you all! God bless!
Love,
Missionary Maddie :)
Friday, October 06, 2006
Friday SF postponed! ROCK of AGES tomorrow!
Blessed be the name of the LORD!
Thank you JESUS for near 7,000lbs of food~ only $115~ near 500 families fed~ possibly 2,000 people~ thank you to the RAVEN team for your very hard work~ that was a LOT of food to move in the rain!
A huge thank you to Marc Carrillo for picking up the UHAUL truck, Teri and Mariah for taking a load over here from the food bank~ Rich and Josaiah for tirelessly serving the Lord all day long.
There were lots of new comers yesterday~ PRAISE GOD! We lift up all the people who were touched with the humble offering from you JESUS~ the pudding, the potatoes, the bread~ we ask JESUS this morning to multiply the food beyond what we saw last night~ that prayers of thanksgiving would be petitioned~ Thank you to Maddie, Cece, Miles, Michael, Frank, Nick, Jack, Kristy, Katie, Korie, Chris, Sofie, Deb, Anthony and others~ thank you for 2 Corinthians! I love you JESUS!
Everyone, we are not, NOT going to San Francisco tonight~ we will postpone soon.
There was talk of going to Santa Rosa Avenue tonight too, but that will happen on the 14th.
Tomorrow morning please meet at Shawna Schumacher's home~ 1475 Golf Course Drive~ Windsor. Take the Shiloh ext and head west, turn right on Golf Course Drive. 9:30 am sharp! We need lots of drivers~ dress in layers, bring snacks, wear hats and prepare for a really fun day! ROCK on 4 JESUS!
Sunday we are going to the Giving Tree held at 11:30 w/ Pastor RC~ then bbq 1-4 and testimonies from Skid Row at the Gonzalez House~ let me know who's coming~ bring some toys for TJ please and a side dish to share!
love you all~ if I missed your name yesterday I am so sorry~ I'm not awake yet!
Lori
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
UGO4GOD a year in pictures 2005-2006
They're here!
Thank you to Elsa, Streetwise, Donaghys who ordered the memory books!
Thanks for your patience since our move~
The memory books are here and the memory cds are ready!
I am really happy with the result~
It's a 20 page full color coffee table book w/ a memory cd of hundreds of pictures collaged you can play on your computer!
If you were on an outreach, street church, stonecaster bbq, ugo4god girls, tj christmas, tj church build, mardi gras, easter, papago court, san francisco, skid row, katrina relief team member then you are probably in the collage memory cd!
It's been a tremendous blessing to be part of what the Lord has done this year~ THANK YOU TO EVERYONE!
If you would still like to order one I will make another pre-paid order next week~ they are $60 each and well worth the memories~ please let me know asap gonzofamily5@aol.com and make a check payable to Rudy Gonzalez~ sharing these pics are a great way to enter into a conversation about JESUS!
Thank you all for GOING4GOD!
Love, Lori
RAVEN WEST COAST
PRAYER FOR DOT'S MOM
Monday, October 02, 2006
RAVEN Midwest hooks up with RAVEN EastCoast
Above "RAVEN Head Club" - Must be just skin to get in! From left: Big Johnny Johnson, Terry Shuff, Dave Andreson, and Nick Castro.
This was an awesome trip out to Hanover, Pennsylvania, York, Pa. and Westminster, Maryland. We traveled 1350 miles round trip and the van and trailer did excellent. We drove in the hills and mountains for what seemed like forever. It was so worth it though to see the joy on the peoples faces and we arrived and set up on Saturday. The kids were so awesome as they are everywhere we go!! We had an awesome team also consisting of "The Prathaftakis Family", Lance, Leigh, Layne and Cole, Kim Dubash, Big Johnny Johnson, and Dave Andreson. The team worked together like a well oiled machine. We so much appreciate the giving that the team put out whether it was labor, love, financial or whatever. It was all good!!! I know that each of us were taken to a new level on this trip. We also want to thank Pastor Sam & Lucy and all the others that opened up their houses to us and made us feel so welcome. We love you guys!!!Brother Nick Castro from Texas was a huge blessing to us also!! Get this brother on his guitar and it is good!!! The brother can "sang"!!
Pastor Alex Hill from RAVEN Austin leads Jaime to the Lord!!!!!! Jaime was so fired up that he took the invite from Pastor Sam to come to church on Sunday then brought a friend (Justin) who also gave his life to the Lord. I look for these brothers to be on the streets before long telling people what Jesus has done for them!!!
I spent a large part of the day with this family. They are so special and were so open to hearing the Word of God!! The three young girls hung out at my grill for a long time. They were so open to hearing what JESUS could and would do in their lives if they would just give their lives unconditionally to HIM!!! Dad did not want to come over but wanted a hamburger so I set this brother up a "triple stacker" and he gave me a big thumbs up when the girls gave it to him. Mama also wanted one later so I set her up with a double with hot peppers between the burgers. The girls and the rest of the family laughed as mama bit into it. Mama thought is was funny too and it was such a blessing to me to see them having such a good time. They were having a good time not because we were there but because JESUS sent us there and they could feel his presence. I can not begin to tell you what a blessing it is to be out with these people if you have never been out before. There is no football game or any other worldly thing that can match it!! I was close to tears leaving this family because of the joy they brought me!! Thank you JESUS for the opportunity to go and be your mouth, hands, and feet!!!
Donna was such a blessing to the kids!! We had a massive amount of kids out there and many of them were so young. This area is called "The Jungle" and some would not even come to get food when invited because they said that "we do not go into the jungle" or we do not go on "that street". The area on Saturday was very tame and the joy of the Lord was in the air!!!
Check out the slideshow @ www.ravenmidwest.blogspot.com for more pictures!
Terry & Eileen Shuff R.A.V.E.N. Midwest/Regional Directors
1121 Bay St.
Elkhart, IN. 46514
www.BigGrace.com
www.ravenmidwest.blogspot.com
(574) 262-1238
(574) 612-6800
TRUNK OR TREAT!
GO4GOD!
Families and children will gather on Sunday, October 29th from 2-4 to TRUNK or TREAT 4 JESUS in Papago Ct/Apple Valley, West Ninth & Roseland!
Coordinator Gina Carrillo is accepting bags of candy for those of you who's calendars are already full! Please give them to her at church or drop by her house during the next couple of weeks~ let's see how many pounds of candy we can collect 4 the children living in what has been called the toughest gang neighborhoods of Santa Rosa!
Gina's address is: 396 Wren, Santa Rosa, CA 95401
Donations are being accepted~ bring your favorite type of candy!
Also, RAVEN West Coast will assemble with their families to bring the candy and the gospel message to the hundreds of families on that day! If you would like to be part, please call Gina 217-7162 or email Lori gonzofamily5@aol.com
It will be a great day to minister!
We ask you to wear RAVEN black, no red or blue while entering the neighborhoods and carpool~ we will need at least a dozen vehicles all decorated 4 JESUS during the outreach!
Meeting at the Carrillos at 1pm on Sunday, loading up with prayers and GOING4GOD!
We will also need a flier to be made (quarter sheet), copied, translated in Spanish to put in the 350 bags of groceries by Thursday, October 26th~ Please email Lori if you are able to help out! You can use my computer, I just don't know how to translate it and shrink it~ thanks LIZ :) thanks NICK...:)
Love you all~ I must say that this idea of taking TRUNK or TREAT 4 JESUS came this morning on the way to drop off the girls at school. Maddie said, "My friend Michael told me that if we did a trunk or treat in Papago he would come...!" THANK YOU JESUS 4 the next generation's willingness to see opportunities 4 your glory!
PRAY~ for protection of the children living in Papago Ct, Apple Valley, West Ninth and Roseland~
GIVE~ 10lbs of candy
GO~ to Papago, Apple Valley & West Ninth to reclaim the ground for JESUS!
UGO4GOD SCHEDULE THIS WEEK!
UGO4GOD SCHEDULE THIS WEEK!
THURSDAY 10/05 10am~
Meet Gloria and Lori at the food bank to pick up food and transport to 815 Pacific Avenue~ bring your suv, your minivan, your truck or trailer! THANK YOU!!! If 10am doesn't work for you we also need people after 12 to pick up more~ just Gloria and I need help in the morning! Call my cell phone or email me as I can't seem to get the voicemails off of our new home/ new computer~ 478.7061~ gonzofamily5@aol.com
THURSDAY 10/5 12 noon- 5pm Anytime between!
Meet at 815 Pacific Avenue to pack groceries and minister to the tens upon tens of people who stop by wondering what in the world we are doing~ if you are too afraid to go to Skid Row or too busy for San Francisco, guess what? Last week the lonely, hurting and many homeless people came and walked right in front of our house (!)~ our brother Meredith from Texas (praise GOD!) and I were able to minister right in front of the house to neighbors, homeless, college students and high schoolers~ it was an amazing afternoon of ministry! please come and learn, come and help, come and see what the Lord is doing! Read Matthew and obey the word and show up! If you don 't know what you would say to someone then come join the RAVEN team who assembles each week and learn! It's a great opportunity for your kids and you to GO4GOD! If 10 minutes works between soccer games and basketball~ I understand~ just come and see!
THURSDAY 10/05 5:30 PM~
Meet with RAVEN WEST COAST at 815 Pacific Ave & be ready to SOUL PATROL! We need you to wear RAVEN black (no red or blue), be filled up with prayer and GO to the streets! We need your energy and time to minister. There are so many opportunities~ like Pastor Troy says, there's a stockpot of fish out there~ let's go fishing!!! We eat at a taco truck together after~ so come and join~ bring your trucks!!!
FRIDAY 10/0612:30 pm
Come and share a salad and participate in women's bible study~ led by Deb~ at Lori's house. Come and share, receive prayer! Bring a salad topper and a friend!
FRIDAY 10/06 5:30 pm SAN FRANCISCO OUTREACH
Meet promptly at the Gonzalez home~ 815 Pacific AveDress warm, bring a back pack and your bible. Plan to carpool and for a late night.Wear RAVEN black on top. If you cannot come out on the street please consider dropping off warm clothes, sleeping bags, baseball hats, beanies, mens shoes and/or go to big lots and buy some $5 blankets around the corner from our house and we'll give them out!
SATURDAY 10/07 9:30 am ROCK OF AGES!
UGO4GOD girls and families are heading to Calistoga to see JEREMY CAMP! oh, and others!It will be a great day for fellowship and fun! A long day~ bring $ for food, water bottles, a blanket to sit on and dress in layers (hats a good idea for sun). Meet at Shawna and Jenna Schumachers at 9:30 am to carpool~ plan on getting back late, like 8 pm. Meet at 1475 Golf Course Drive.
SUNDAY 10/08 RAVEN GATHERING~ We're going to the GIVING TREE for worship at 11:30~ held across the street from Marie Calendar's on Mendocino~ then we'll have a bbq lunch at the Gonzalez family home~ around 1-4~ bring a side dish and a testimony and a friend!
EVERYDAY:
PRAY~ for protection for RAVEN INTERNATIONAL as we hit the streets coast to coast to reach the lost, lonely, hurting to bring them into the kingdom for JESUS!
GIVE~ toys for Tijuana (we have about 200 and need 3,000!)~ your time~ fresh baked cookies and JESUS to everyone you love~
GO4GOD!
Monday, October 02, 2006
All glory and honor to JESUS! Thank you JESUS! Thank you Lord! Thank you Creator of heaven and earth! Holy is your name! Thank you JESUS! I LOVE YOU LORD! Hosanna! Maker, creator, giver of life! Praise YOU JESUS!
Beloved, what a weekend on Skid Row!
Salvations, attacks, food, prayers, worship~ not in that particular order~
This morning I have praise for JESUS~
I thank him~ will you pray with me:
Lord, my heavenly father, I love you. I come before you with awe. I ask forgiveness. I have tried to defend against those who have sought to seek, kill and destroy~ to whisper words of discouragement~ and LORD I know that it is not the work of other believers or churches or even pastors~ but it is the work of the devil and the prince of the air who has sought to thrash, mangle, twist words and destroy works of your servants to bring glory to your kingdom. I come before you to ask forgiveness~ for not allowing your shed blood to be my defense. To have feelings of anger and frustration and bitterness and doubt and to not trust that YOU have the authority and power to defend the defenseless. How it must grieve you when your children aren't unified. The children like my family and others in Santa Rosa living in homes and your children living without homes on Skid Row. So much confusion Father. Satan gets the glory in situations of disunity and I stand to say, NO MORE! NO MORE will I allow Satan to crush your will. I trust you JESUS. You have been speaking to me, "TRUST ME." When Hez got hurt the devil was right there in my ear saying, "liability! I told you so! I told you so! I told you so!" And I felt like no more could you have me and my husband going with the gospel when so many obstacles are being shown~ from a flat tire to no money to a punch in the nose~ and I ask your forgiveness that I felt discouraged, abandoned, worthless. You are right there, you have been right there, you will forever be there~ help me JESUS have no hour of reluctance! Help me JESUS to remember not moment by moment but second by second that it is your shed blood like my brother reminded me, that stands in my defense. Help me to forgive those who trespass against us and forgive me of my trespasses. I cry out to you JESUS~ I confess to you of my unclean thoughts, words, actions~ I confess to you for relying on the wisdom of men rather than your word~ let my day and life be a humble gift to glorify you, in JESUS name, AMEN.

